I did something meaningful today!

I packed, mopped, and vacuumed my WHOLE HOUSE! argh.

And you might think its an easy job, BUT ITS NOT!!

I'm fortunate to have a house like a Jumbo Flat that its structured to be 2 houses joined together! So, I actually have 2 doors to enter into my house! hahahaha..
So, i started my personally spring-cleaning session at about 3pm, and only ended at 730pm! SOB...........................

i was really dead tired and hungry and dirty and smelly after all that cleaning!!
An interesting thing i discovered today is that, I have about 130 ARCHIE COMICS BOOKS, including my collection on double digests and single digests! HAHA. Im quite proud of it though because I do love reading it! I buy them almost like every month! haha.

im glad that my house seems a little more cleaner and neat-ier now! My mum and sis whom are in Australia enjoying themselves better be SO PROUD OF ME MAN! -____-'''

I just read my sister's blog. OH MY! IM SO ENVIOUS AND JEALOUS! LOOK AT ALL THE FUN I MISS OUT!!! SOB!

Especially meeting my LONG AWAITED BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
argh.  I wish i was there to see him, chat with him and give him a BIG HUG!!!!!!

For photos and updates of the trip, do go to http://enigmaticnah.livejournal.com/

Aiya! but, too bad. My exams are like so around the corner that it sort of scares me into studying.

Anyway, Im inviting some of my friends to my place for chill out session tml!! ( that figures why im so good to clean up my house today!)

Well, I've decided to order Pizza, either from Canadian Pizza or Oishi Japanese Pizza. The japanese pizza seems quite cool cos i've never tried jap pizza before! When did the japanese start to go into pizza making anyway? haha.

UNAGI WITH COUNTRY GREEN Grilled unagi with a good balance of broccoli and leek.
TERIYAKI CHICKEN/BEEF A renowned specialty comes with chicken or beef chunks marinated with our savoury Teriyaki sauce.

Both pizza looks so appetizing right? argh. Im so gonna get fat again. haha.

ok~! thats for now.

Will try updating it soon? hee.

Its been a long time since I've last updated my blog. I guess I've gotten 'sian' in using these internet gadgets! I haven't logged into Facebook for AGES, like 2 months at least? I just feel bored and a sense of burden when i gotta go update my account, my pics, my life on the internet.. etc etc.

Anyway, my sis showed me my Bro's website today! Its been 2-3 years that I've not seen my brother. For your information, he's in Tasmania now! He graduated in  2007, and is in the process of getting an Australian Resident-ship so that he can live and work there.

Honestly, I miss him alot! =)

My family is one that does not meet up often, does not eat together often or spend time together often! I guess its just the tradition or culture of my family. Haha. One of the only times we get to sit down to eat together would be during Chinese New Year Reunion Dinner! Besides that, its quite hard to find time to spend time together.

Background of the Tng Family
Well, here's a brief view of my family!
I have one younger Sister ( Dinah) , and an elder Brother ( David ).

My Father ( Jerry) passed away when I was Primary 4, I was about 10 or 11 years old then. He passed away in a motorcycle accident that i was involved in and i was sort of the cause of it. Till today, i wished i could turn back time, and make changes. I still miss my father alot. I wish he was here to give me the good o'bear hug that he used to hug me in.

My Mother ( Seok Hwa) , became the sole bread winner of the Tng family when my Father passed away. I'm always so proud of her. She's the pillar in the family, supporting all 3 of us + my grandma, providing for us financially. I remember how she used to get up early in the morning at 530am to wake my sis and i up and to prepare breakfast for us. She also works almost everyday without off days from as early as 10am to 12midnight.  Because of her absence in the family, i guess thats why we are not so close to one another.

BUT, the amazing thing is that, we do love one another. We might not show it or say it so often, but we know and understand that this truth remains in our hearts. I'm not trying to be corny here, but I'm just saying my heart-felt words. I really love my mum, my dad, my sis, my bro and my grandma. I can never find someone more amazing than my mum herself(except Jesus Christ). Her courage to live, her tenacity to support all of us, her purpose and drive, just blows me away. I can't imagine myself being put in her situation.

Just imagine, one day the love of your life(your spouse), just pass away suddenly in an accident. You are left with 3 kids and a mother-in-law to support. U have to handle not only your grieve of a lost spouse, but your family's grieve as well. You have to appear strong, but deep inside you are weak. You cant run away because you are all your family is depending on. You can't be just an ordinary housewife, but you have to work much more in order to fulfill the needs of the family. 

I love her, she's the most amazing women i've met. She should win some 'Woman of the year' award!! HAHA.

My sis, DINAH, is the total double portion of myself. She does look a little like me, talk like me, sound like me(verified by many friends), and has outbursts of temper like me.BUT, she's a DOUBLE PORTION. HAHA. So, if i'm talkative, she's EVEN MORE talkative. She'll find a million and one things to talk to u about. HAHA. and if i'm hot-tempered, just try to imagine how hot tempered she is. HAHA.
Aiya, she's very amazing la. She's one of the most determined person i know of. Her determination to lose weight cause her not to eat rice for one whole year!!!! CAN YOU IMAGINE? not eating rice for one year? -_- not eating sweets or fattening stuff for one whole year?! NOT EATING MACDONALDS FOR ONE YEAR?!! argh. =+=
But, im proud to say that my sister did it! and the results were GREAT. She's so slim now, I'm worried that in just a few more months, she'll catch on with me! -_-'' actually, she's already very very very near my size! she can wear my clothes already lor! SOB.
Thats what i get for all the times of eating MACDONALDS, Junk food and late-night suppers. -_-

Ok, thats all about my family! =)
Oh ya, here are some photos of my family! I don't have any pics of my brother cos he doesn't takes pics and refuse to take one to send it back to us. -_- But, no worries, My sis and mum would be in Tasmania during April 2008 and i've instructed my sis to take lots of pics with him!!



Its a really small picture of my mum and dad way back when they were dating i guess. Haha.. Im not sure if we were born yet! My dad is cool ok.. he's even wearing the ultra-retro spects that everyone is wearing now! HAHA. And obviously, they are fashion-conscious ppl. Look at what they are wearing? STRIPES! What's in then is in now too!


























I love this family of mine. Thank God for His blessings and grace that has been shown on us. To my bro, I REALLY MISS YOU! and really wish you were here with us in Singapore. I cant wait for the next time that I can see you again! =)

To all, love, cherish and treasure what you have because you never know when u might lose it. =)

May God Bless Your family! hee. =)

Finally! Im done with MC and HR and WIL2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH.....
but, there's gonna be WIL2 team project, DC team project and HR team project soon! Projects are sooooo never ending...

And in order to complete my HR project, I didnt sleep all the way from wed to thursday morning! -_-''' But i'm glad its over and YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Hopefully the results will be good! =)

Anyway, Eugene and I will be setting up a new blog to sell accessories soon! Haha.. I use to sell my accessories for about 1 year at curds-n-honey.blogspot.com , but sort of didn't have much time to follow up on it after that.. But, I've regained that PASSION for accessories all over again! And this time, we will be importing our accessories from USA, UK and Australia!!! hahaha.. well, becos i like the more punky kinda style, it will mostly be really cute, fun and punky stuff!

SOOOOOOO, to all my friends out there, PLS SUPPORT US YA!?!?!

Whatever gifts you wanna buy, buy from us.
Whatever accessories you need, buy from us.
Whatever V-day presents you want, buy from us.

And, oh ya, I haven't shared what's our company name yet!

Its called DEPROPAGANDA!! =) COOOOOL right? haha..
Actually the 'D' and 'E' stands for both Eugene and my name... HAHA.. Sounds a little corny, but i think its cool~! haha..

well, I've set up the website already, but there's no products yet.. The webbie will most likely commence in April or May, when we have the finances to bring the goods in! =)

Here's a banner that i photoshopped! well, its not super nice, but i think it looks quite cool! HAHA. and its animated!!!!!!!!! COOL RITE! thanks to photoshop CS3 functions!

ok! will update more soon! Anyway to DEB CHAN, how come u got livejournal ??!! i'll definately drop by ur blog for juicy bites! HAHA. stay glam gal! =)

If a person were to work 46 hours per week, the average no. of hours to work are 6.5hrs daily.

Total hours available daily		24 h
Sleep	9 h
Work	6.5 h
Travel Time	2.5 h
Meals	2.5 h
Preparation	2 h	22.5 h
Time Left		1.5 h

And, with all the necessary inclusions of Sleep, Travel time, Meals, Preparation, we are only left with 1.5hours to ourselves. Of course, this is just a rough guide, so, it is not a good representation of the reality, however, i do feel that its close to it.

And this is a brief expectation that can be derived from working 46 hours.

	Mon	Tue	Wed	Thurs	Fri	Sat	Sun
Working Days	Work	Work		Work	Meeting	Work	Work
Important Activities		Meeting				Service
Hours Needed to commit to work	12h	7h		12h		3h	12h

And with only Wednesdays left for free time, is it logically to want to stay at home to rest?
Will there be time for other things then?
I wonder how my colleagues does it , to work and still have time for so many other things.
Of cos, i believe that we plan our own time and we make it a point to make time for important things,
but i guess its really not easy.

Hate that I love you
[Ne-Yo]
Yeaah,
Heyy, heyy.

[Rihanna]
That's how much I love you (yeah),
That's how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah),
And I can't stand you,
Must everything you do make me wanna smile,
And then I like you for a while.

[Both]
No!

[Ne-Yo]
But you won't let me,
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips,
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset,
Can't remember what you did.

[Both]
But I hate it!

[Rihanna]
You know exactly what to do,
So that I can't stay mad at you for too long,
That's wrong.

[Both]
But I hate it!

[Ne-Yo]
You know exactly how to touch,
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more,
Said I despise that I adore you.

[Rihanna]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah),
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you),
And I hate how much (yeah) I love you boy (ohh),
But I just can't let you go,
And I hate that I love you so.

[Ne-Yo]
Ooh,
And you completely know the power that you have (the power that you have),
[Hate That I Love You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

The only one that makes me laugh.

[Rihanna]
Sad and it's not fair,
How you take advantage of the fact that I (I),
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy),
And it just ain't right.

[Ne-Yo]
And I hate how much I love you girl,
I can't stand how much I need you (heyy yeah),
And I hate how much I love you girl,
But I just can't let you go,
And I hate that I love you so.

[Both]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me,
And your kiss will make me weak,
But no one in this world,
Knows me the way you know me,
So you'll probably always have a spell on me-eee.

[Ne-Yo]
Yeahhhhh,
Ohhhh ohhh,
Oh, yeah.

[Rihanna]
It's how much I love you (much I need you),
It's how nuch I need you (oooh),
It's how much I love you (ohh),
It's how much I need you.

[Both]
And I hate that I love you,
Sooooo!

[Rihanna]
And I hate how much I love you boy,
I can't (heeey!) stand how much I (can't stand how much I need you) need you,
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeeah ohh),
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you, no),
And I hate that I love you so.

[Both]
And I hate that I love you so, so-ooo.


This song is really sweet, but WHATS UP WITH THE MTV man?!! -_-''' I was expecting Rihanna to be in a fight with Neyo and then somehow at the end of the song, they will end up being together.. BUT, in the end, they ended up with different partners! -_- and, RIHANNA was wearing her under-garments(bra & boy shorts) , and lounging around on her bedroom, singing? who does that?! I so much prefer her in clothes.. haha! But, she does have a great body! Anyway,  the song is really sweet.. I guess it does relate to lots of couples.. =)

When Love Fades lyrics

Going through the motions pretending to be
The man you used to see in me baby
You don't want to hurt me so you play along
And it don't feel right, and it don't feel wrong
It just feels like a memory
Barely alive
When will we let it die

Where do you run
Where do you hide
After a promise breaks
Who'll be the one
To say goodbye
And who'll be the one to stay
When love fades

How are we gonna let go of something that's gone
Ain't it funny how a broken heart just keeps hangin' on baby
You watched me walk away
And I set you free
But I come back to you and you come back to me
I guess it beats being lonely that's the reason why
We give it one more try

Where do you run
Where do you hide
After a promise breaks
Who'll be the one
To say goodbye
And who'll be the one to stay
When love fades
When love fades


I recently chanced upon this song.. Sounds western! haha.. but, interesting lyrics.

I wonder what we do when love fades?
when you know there's no longer love when you looked into the person's eyes.
when its no longer important to spend time.
when promises made become broken.
when affection breaks down.
when priorities change.

Is Love then really enough?

Stop and Stare - OneRepublic
This town is colder now
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set
on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands just take the wheel
Every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving, but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Ohhh

Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

[Stop & Stare lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight tags I never thought I could
Steady feet don't fail me now,
I'm a run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out, and I'm standing down.

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
But I've become what I can't be
Whoa!!!
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone get scared
I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

IM BBBBBBBAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

im not back with a vengence, but back with LOTS OF GOODIES! hahahaah!

Its been ages since i've blogged! I been away in Hongkong from 5th-12th Feb( running away from CNY)! 

Being back, i still feel a little lazy to start getgoing! As the weather was really cold in HK(10-13 degrees), i caught a flu when i touched down in Singapore! -__-'''  I was even sian to turn on my computer, thinking of all the many emails that i've received from work and school sorta gave me a 'phobia' of using the internet. HAHA. thats the reason why i haven't been blogging for a while now! 

But after resuming my lifestyle of work, school and cell group, IM BACK TO NORMAL! YEAH! And, i really do feel more at ease after the trip. The HK trip really took my mind of many things and stress that comes along with it. Im glad to be back in good o' Singapore!! I love the weather, love the cleanliness, love the accessibility, love the better-mannered SINGAPOREANS! HAHA.

SO,
IM BACK GUYS! REALLY MISS ALLLLLL OF YOU GUYS, 
hee.

I took about 500 pics man! It will be uploaded soon, as we are still trying to compile all the pictures that desmond, ronald and i took! 
-_-''' 

Anyway, I'm at work now.. Not alot of crowd today, so........ SOB. Im really praying that MANY RICH CUSTOMERS will come in later in the evening and give my sales a boost!! I wanna hit my target this month! Really need to hit it as i wanna fulfil my building fund!! =) I'm excited for this week, as there's gonna be a Overnight Prayer Meeting this friday! Its been a LONG time since we have an OPM.. I know it'll be really good man! And, after service , there's gonna be a CWPM as well! And, Pst Ulf is in town! YEAH. its gonna be a busy but really fulfilling weekend! 

SO,
look out world/friends/school/cellgroup/loveones/family/lostones/edhardy/skin,

cos,

DEBORAH TNG IS BACK. 



HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

I was awaken by 2 sms-es that seemingly blamed me for something that i didn't do. here it goes again. *rolls my eyes*

After trying so hard trying to forget, forgive and move on, I guess we can never really be given another chance, given another opportunity or given another responsibility again. Bcos, one mistake says it all. One flaw shows it all. One failed attempt damned us from having any chance to climb back again.

Oh yes. Thats the reality. And as if chances,opportunities and responsibilities will be given to me/us after this whole incident.

Ya, so tell me, whats the point of staying on?
what's the point of trying to get into your good books?
what's the point of trying to believe in all of you?

no wonder, i feel disgusted when some special people gets to bust in the fame, glory and recognition showered by all of you.
no wonder, i roll my eyes everytime your face lits up when some special people walks in.
no wonder, we can only look up to see some people taste the success.
no wonder, i'm turning into a rebel, strongly against your practices.

Its not about WHY NOT ME.
Its about WHY YOU?
 
Why are you acting like that?
Why is it unfair?
Why are you treating us like that?

Its been going on. Just that you are too blind to see. Too high up to look down. Too narrow to look at the big picture. Too big to look at the small people. or maybe too female to look at your own kind.

hah.

YEAH.. only 6 more days to HONGKONG!!!!!!!!! yeah yeah yeah yeah! =)

As I'll be away this CNY, i decided to visit my grandma and auntie today since both of them live in Hougang. I feel that its a respect to visit my relatives as I only get to see them once a year! haha.. But, the visit to my grandma was good! Eventhough i didnt really do anything there, except to watch the Chinese and Taiwan Series Show from 330pm-530pm on Channel 8 with her, but i enjoyed spending time with her! We couldn't really communicate cos she's not very fluent in Chinese as she converse in Hokkien more often. But, I LOVE HER! =) She's already so old, but never complains and always working so hard for the family. Even at a old age, she continued working at a Primary School, but as her legs are giving her problems now, she has stopped working. She's always so full of joy, greeting us with a smile every New Year. I hope when I'm old, I'll just be like her, still full of life, energy, passion and still able to live my life to the fullest! =)

Next, I moved on to my auntie's house! Her kids are SO CUTE!!!!!!!! -_-'' I wish i could upload the pics, but i can't find my MULTI-CARD READER!!!!!!! where did that thing disappeared to??!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH..... Anyway, She had a Nintendo Wii at her place man! HOW SHIOK IS THAT! haha.. I was acting like a madwoman, swinging my arms here and there, playing the Wii games with my cousins! haha.. But it was fun la! haha. =)

Anyway, i heard that my pay is IN!!!!! YEAH! gotta go check how much it is, and prepare to change HK money!
will update soon!

Recently, I've been to Xiaxue's blog to see what she has been blogging. I think she went to the US with her boyfriend last year, and she took pics of her stuff from Victoria Secret, and it all looked SO NICE!
I've always thought Victoria Secrets sold only lingerie, but after browsing Xiaxue's blog, i went to http://www.victoriassecret.com/!
Haha..

And these are the beautiful stuff that I'm aiming to get(once i have extra cash) :

1) Secret Garden Collection - Love Spell Must-have Large Bag (US $16.99, SG $26.90)


NICE RIGHT???!! Argh, I'll gladly buy it just for the bag. Haha.. And its SO CHEAP MAN, cos its on a clearance sale now! Its only about $26.90 Sing dollars! And of cos, plus the delivery charges, it will add up to $35? UNFORTUNATELY, the LARGE BAG is out of stock... So,i'll settle with the small bag instead. SOB.

2) Victoria's Secret - Essentials Bag (US $16.99, SG $26.90 )


The makeup bag is in a gorgeous silver color! And, its quite worth the price, cos it includes VS lipgloss, eyeshadow, perfume, some moisturizer and stuff..

3) Very Sexy® Makeup - Look of the Show Kit (US $29.99, SG $47.40)


This whole set is super worth the money!
It Includes:
• Mosaic Eyeshadow in Sultry
• Mosaic Blush in Afterglow
• Perfect Lipstick in VIP
• Lip Gloss in Intimate
• Intensifying Mascara in Blackest Black
• How-to booklet with exclusive tips from makeup artist Linda Hay

And, its only $50 Sing dollars! In Singapore, we can spend about $20+ on an eyeshadow man.. -_-'''

Oh ya, I've recently heard on the radio 'Piece of me' by Britney Spears. I actually LIKE THAT SONG!

After listening to that song, i just can't help by say : 'YOU GO GAL, BRITNEY!'
I have never been much of a Britney Spears fan, but i just feel that with this song, she sort of get back at all that paparazzi who are chasing her all the time! I sort of pity her though, she's like at the brink of insanity and the whole world knows about it through the paparazzi!

To watch video, do go to this website! <http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=89oS4SN4mNg>

I’m Miss American Dream since I was 17
Don’t matter if I step on the scene
Or sneak away to the Philippines
They still gon put pictures of my derrière in the magazine
You want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Miss bad media karma
Another day another drama
Guess I can’t see the harm
In working and being a mama
And with a kid on my arm
I’m still an exceptional earner
you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! This just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

I’m Mrs. ‘You want a piece of me?’
Tryin’ and pissin’ me off
Well get in line with the paparazzi
Who’s flippin’ me off
Hopin’ I’ll resort to some havoc
End up settlin’ in court
Now are you sure you want a piece of me?
You want a piece of me…

I’m Mrs. ‘Most likely to get on the TV for strippin' on the streets’
When getting the groceries, no, for real..
Are you kidding me?
No wonder there's panic in the industry
I mean, please, do you want a piece of me?

I’m Mrs. 'Lifestyles of the rich and famous'
(you want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'Extra! Extra! this just in'
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. 'She’s too big now she’s too thin'
(You want a piece of me)

We had a Chinese New Year Leaders Meeting at V8 Cafe at Bugis Junction.

V8 was located at a corner of the Shopping mall that I have never ventured to! So, looking for the place was a little hard for me. Also, the food is a little pricey there. I ordered Fish and Chips and the total after the various charges was $12+! Wah.

But, nevermind, I'll be getting my pay in 2 DAYS TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HALLELUJAH!!
I really need the cash man.. I've been BROKE for the whole of Dec and Jan! But, I'll be using this month's pay for the HK trip in Feb. ARGH. and I really wanna get alot of things from Ed Hardy as well.

Things Im eyeing for : (Will upload the pics when I'm at work!)

1) Ed Hardy Bag ($287.62)
ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHH..... can someone please buy it for me??? I LOVE THIS BAG! Its SO nice, and there's only 5 pieces of it in Singapore!!! Even the US website don't sell it! But, the bad thing about tit is that the bag handle is made of chains. So, I can't sling it on my shoulders, I just gotta hold it on my hands. And that means i can't put alot of things into the bag if it would be really heavy to carry! But, WHO CARES. I MUST HAVE THAT BAG, BECAUSE IT LOOK SO GORGEOUS! It matches great with ALL my Ed Hardy clothings! hahahahaha...

2) Ed Hardy Red Top ($172.57)


This is the top that I uploaded the other time! I've taken the blue one, and I'm also intending to buy the red one! HAHAAHAH..(just call me greedy deb!) The reason I wanna buy this : CHINESE NEW YEAR LA! its red, its cool, its nice, its so me! I GOTTA GET IT TOO! HAHA.

3) Silver Painted HorseShoe True Religion Jeans ($357.++)


Its this jeans, but instead of the Red Horseshoe paint, its in SILVER.... =)

I can't remember the exact price for this, but its about $357... As I'm considered thrifty(compared to the rest of the staff), I have never actually bought a TR jeans from Skin before! Cos, the prices are really OUT OF MY LEAGUE! haha.. The usually TR Jeans(depending on their washes), can range from $400-$800! -_-''' And, me spending so much on a pair of jeans is SIAO. Especially when I can get jeans at Bugis for only $20! However, i have always wanted one pair of BLUE TR JEANS, and $357 is considered the cheaper range for TR Jeans.. SO, i have been quick to reserve it in my size, and Im just waiting for my pay to come in, and I'll rush down to buy it! YEAH!

Haiz! I'm praying that I can hit my commission for this month, so that I have enough cash to shop in HK, and also buy ALL the things I want at Ed Hardy.

So people, if you wanna buy any Ed Hardy or Skin clothings, PLS CALL ME YA????????????? Help me in my sales la! =)

Its been 2 busy busy weeks!
School has started, and I've been working much more last two weeks as well!
And, I didn't know what to blog about. So much I wanna say, but, every time i logged into Livejournal, I just didn't know what to blog about!

Certain stuff has happened the pass few weeks, that makes me question certain priorities in my life, and makes me question if things needed to change.
And to a certain someone, your priorities are all mixed up. Its time to get it right before its too late.

Anyway, I got some photos to share!
We had an Appreciation Dinner with Pastor Kong, Dr A.R Bernard and the rest of the Church staff and leaders at Roland Seafood Restaurant! The food was great man! I think we had a 7course dinner, cos there were 7 dishes that came up. It was a great time eating and fellowshipping with the leaders. Dr A.R Bernard also shared a Word and it was really mind-blowing man! It sort of changed my whole concept regarding Leadership.

Here are some of the pictures! =)
We started out with the LIO HEI.. Er. I don't know what we call it in English, but, it a traditional thing Chinese people do during Chinese New Year! Haha.


These are the members of my table. ( Chengjun, Alice, Lorraine, Jacq, Reagan, Meilian, Peien, Huimin, Donny and Eugene! =) We were really hungry, and after the LIO HEI, it took them quite a long time to get them to serve the next dish...




Eugene and I saw some of our Skin colleagues and ex-colleagues at the dinner! =)




Here are the pics taken with AZ Zone!


And of cos, I've saved the best for last!

=)

I was taking pictures of my members as I needed it for some particulars update. So, since I'm free today, I photoshopped it!
Argh, But unfortunately, im not in it! And, quite a few of the others didn't take their pic as well! -_-''



Will try updating e blog soon! =) I gotta go upload the photos on facebook. Haha.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=6XENujsU3Wg<-- watch mtv

Shania Twain - You're Still The OneLooks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

Bridge:
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

=)

Love you Eugene!
hee.

*yawn*

Im gonna start school tomorrow!
SIANZ MAN!
I really need to have a new mindset regarding school~! its one of my goals this year..
HAHA.. and i even told the cell group that one of my goals this year is to attend 4 out of 5 lessons! YEAH... so i gotta do it!

=)

Anyway, just a thought.

Have you ever wondered why women get naggy especially after marriage or a long-term relationship?
And why the men's feelings and attitude start to change towards the women? That the men become un-romantic, un-loving and un-caring towards their wives/girlfriends?

The usual excuses for men is that their girlfriends/wives become too naggy as if they were their mothers.

But, just hang on a sec and think about it.
Its not that the women wants to be naggy, but when the men start to give lesser than before, care lesser than before, love lesser than before, thats when a woman starts to get insecure. And really, all they can do is to ask the men to give more, love more and care for them more.

I don't think its demanding, cos they are only asking for the same/equal amount of love,care and attention as before.

Here are some frequently cited reasons for causing divorce:
* Lack of commitment to the marriage
* Lack of communication between spouses
* Abandonment
* Emotional Abuse
* Inability to manage or resolve conflict
* Personality Differences or ‘irreconcilable differences’
* Differences in personal and career goals
* Falling out of love
* Religious conversion or religious beliefs
* Cultural and lifestyle differences
* Inability to deal with each other’s petty idiosyncrasies
(http://www.buzzle.com/articles/common-causes-and-reasons-for-divorce.html)

There's always a tendency for falling out of love i guess. Maybe, thats when one or both party stops loving each other,making an effort to love, to spend time, to rekindle the passion. And its really quite sad to see it happening, especially, when ending an relationship now a days is so easy. Divorce is just a signature away for marriages, and the breaking up is just an sms/phone call away for relationships.

I just wanna remind all the couples out there,
learn to treasure your love ones. Its always easy to end a relationship, but never easy to rebuild it.
For the husbands/boyfriends, say you love her everyday.
For the wives/girlfriends, learn to understand and stop nagging! haha.

One last note to my boyfriend Eugene,
I LOVE YOU SWEETIE. =)

haha. ok, im being mushy. but, being mushy is part of being in a relationship right? =)

Hang in there guys! =)

Planet Shakers - Come to Praise

I was looking through the songs to sing for Praise and Worship this coming CGM, and i bumped into this song! wao.. I haven't heard it for quite awhile already! Its by Planet Shakers, i believe its quite an old song, cos i remember hearing it like 1year ago? haha!!



EVERYTHING'S CHANGED
YOU ASKED ME WHY
WHY I’M SO DIFFERENT
WHY I’M NOT THE SAME AS EVERYBODY ELSE
WELL SOMETHING CHANGED
IT JUST HAPPENED
WHEN I OPENED UP MY HEART AND LET HIM IN

JESUS CAME IN HE CAME INTO MY LIFE 
AND I KNOW I NEVER FELT SO GOOD

COZ EVERYTHING’S CHANGED 
EVERYTHING’S DIFFERENT 
EVERYTHING’S CHANGED 
EVERYTHING’S DIFFERENT
EVERYTHING’S CHANGED 
EVERYTHING’S DIFFERENT
EVERYTHING’S CHANGED 
EVERYTHING’S DIFFERENT

YOU ASK ME HOW
HOW I CAN BE SURE
HOW I KNOW IT’S NOT JUST 
SOMETHING ELSE FOR FUN
COZ HE’S SO REAL
SO REAL IN MY LIFE
HE PICKED ME UP 
AND TURNED MY UNIVERSE AROUND

EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING, 
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE’S CHANGED 
EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING, 
EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE’S CHANGED 


=)

Everything changed when He came in. =)

Im so tired, hungry and ANGRY!!!!!!!
its all because of the stupid SIM system!!! 

Today, i went to do opening at Ed Hardy early in the morning at 1045am! And at 1pm, i left cos i had to rush to school for my first Distribution Channel Lesson. And i didnt want to miss it, cos im alone in this module, not having eevoon and the others to help me. When I reach, the lecture room was EMPTY!!!!!!!!!!! -_-''' 

I thought to myself: 'maybe there has been a change of rooms(which happens often in Sim).. '

So i went up to Level 5, went into a Comupter Lab and checked the Student Portal.

AND THEN THIS CAME UP! 

Atten   :   MKTG1058 Distribution Channels Students

                Bachelor of Business (Management) Full-time

 

Please note changes to the Distribution Channels schedule:

 

Cancelled Lecture      Make-up Lecture                                        Venue

10 Jan 08                    Saturday, 12 Jan 08 (9.30am - 12.30pm)        LT 1.04

17 Jan 08                    Saturday, 19 Jan 08 (9.30am – 12.30pm)        LT 4.14

6 Mar 08                     Saturday, 15 Mar 08 (9.30am – 12.30pm)      LT 4.14

20 Mar 08                   Tuesday, 25 Mar 08 (2.00pm – 5.00pm)        LT 4.14

Thank you for your attention.

THIS IS SO IDIOTIC!
they make me travel allllll the way down to school, then suddenly change the schedule without even letting us know via (email or sms or call!). ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

IM SO FRUSTRATED MAN.

so, im now in school, with nothing to do, with no friends to accompany me and i have till 6pm to go back to work!

-_-'''''''''
and the new school schedule is terrible. I HAVE TO COME BACK ON SATS???!!!

argh. i can so foresee that i will be skipping LOTS of the lessons for DC.-_-

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH! ( *pulling my hair off!)

And they dont realise what this trip of coming to school has cost me.-_- 

BECOS OF COMING HERE: 
1) Opportunity cost of SALES at Ed Hardy! (especially since i called all my regular and big shot customers to inform them about the new stuff this morning.)
2) Travel cost - bus fare! I had to change 2 buses to get here!!!
3) Time cost - total amt of time getting here:1 hour. ARGH. time is money you know?
4) Pain costs - i had to walk quite a long distance, climb up and down, in my HIGH HEELS! all these lead to PAINFUL FEET! are they gonna pay me for it? 
5) Extra time at work - Bcos of taking time off from work today to come to school, i have to work early tml! ARGH!!!!!!

I know im being naggy, but at this point, i really CANT STAND SIM SYSTEM OF DOING THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We pay so much and this is how u treat us?!!!!!!!!

ARGH.................
ARGH...........................
ARGH......................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 
sooooooooooo...
instead of wasting my time, im going to Bras Barsah to print some stuff for my cgm this sat. -_-'''''''''''''''''

HILARIOUS!!!!!!!!!
MUST WATCH!